Michael Jackson - This Is It

i remember all the good times
sometimes i'd wonder would it last
i used to dream about the future
but now the future is the past

i don't wanna live in yesterday
cross my heart until i die
don't wanna know just what tomorrow may bring
because today has just begun
no matter whatever else i've done
i'm here for you
i'm here for you
so now i sit here and i wonder
what ever happened to my friends?
too many bought a one way ticket
but i'll be with you'til the end
i don't wanna live in yesterday
cross my heart until i die
don't wanna know just what tomorrow may bring
because today has just begun
no matter whatever else i've done
i'm here for you
you're my religion, you're my reason to live
you are the heaven in my hell
we've been together for a long long time
and i just can't live without you
no matter what you do, i'm here for you

i don't wanna live in yesterday
cross my heart until i die
don't wanna know just what tomorrow may bring
because today has just begun
no matter whatever else i've done
i'm here for you
i'm here for you
i'm here for you
i'm here for you
the end

这个老家伙总是知道什么最能打动我们的心!!

我们仅剩的这些悲哀随倒塌时间和凝聚的尘埃再次回到那些曾经开始的奇点。

有始无终还是无始无终？

习惯了看那些浓妆艳抹的红装

习惯了睡那些欲拒还迎的牌坊

习惯享受五味杂陈的轻浮目光

习惯沉溺于虚妄无知无可奈何的幻想

习惯在震耳欲聋的寂静中安详

习惯装聋做哑面无表情的反抗

习惯艳若桃李粉饰太平的悲伤

习惯深入骨髓却无法摆脱的单人牢房

我在另一个地方        每一个单人牢房

每一步都是方向        再一步就要慌张

我在我不在的地方      一步一个牢房

自己非魑魅            何必投入魍魉的天堂

我就纳了闷了~~现在的人行业区分越来越不明显，搞文学的介入音乐，搞政治的介入体育，一个大学生可能是摸吧的妹妹，一个公务员可能是变态的妄想狂~~！！！

多么可怕的进化~~昨天完成韩松落的作品小样后和老韩以及包子坐在黄河边喝茶闲聊，讨论起跨行业的问题，“深蓝儿童”进化的问题，各种各样稀奇古怪的癖好和人自身的玄妙体验，还有一条约40岁的桃红裤子引出的无限遐想~~~这是怎么了？？？

所谓文学青年真的是被进化的文学大麻勾引到一个边缘上引导另一群人进化或者退化的旗手吗？

所谓青年文学是不是被自己践踏的几乎麻木的大脑仅能做出的对数据的认同的反射镜像吗？

抛开文字颠倒意义变化的结果，抛开文科理科并不明显的介入~退一万步讲——我们还是青年吗？？？？？